the uselessness of the weekend

I used to adore weekends
now...
not so much...
It all starts on friday afternoon/evening. I'm completely beat from going to school the entire week (in which a lot of useless shit also occurs). The last thing I like to do on fridays is working for school, but I don't really have a choice, as on saturdays I have to get up early (again) to work in a second hand store. Not so fabulous as it sounds by the way, as half of the clothes you can find in regular stores and the most of the clients are rude and constantly trying to bargain, even if a pair of jeans only costs 8 euros.
Oh well, back to the point: on saturdays I get home pretty late as well, even more beat than on fridays as the workday contributes to the tiredness.
So the only day left that I can decently sleep out is sunday, but this day is even the most useless of all, as I have to work for school on monday and I can't get things done as I just am not in the mood to do anything.
I'm whining and I know it, but things have been running out of control lately and I can hardly keep up any longer.
I do NOT like were this is going but I just don't know how to reverse it any longer.
I guess I'm just tired...

REBOOT

I'm rebooting, as I have done numerous of times.

To me, it is a time for changing. I need to change my habits, my way of living and studying, because I'm not happy at all of how it is going right now.

I need to become happy again...

so...

that's what this blog will be about...

my own pursuit of happiness, in all ways possible